A lot been on my mind, but this shit just got me thinking

That what if no one dies, and the people keep on living

If humanity survives, shit, I may not often blink

Because I know that hunger turn everybody to walking licks

That pull-you-out-your-car-pistol-whip-you-then-take-your-shit

You're guaranteed to get it any day, but anyway

I got a closet full of ivory, a pair of shitty shoes you wouldn't rob from me

And little to no individuals I know would die for me

I hope that you're aware I'm not that interested to see another day

I feel that shit more than your threats, I got a death wish

This could be mine or your own exit

Let's get this over with 'fore I'm snatchin' that stolen necklace

Them gangsters ain't wasting no lead, 'do it' is what my thoughts said

I'm pulling the barrel in perpendicular to my forehead

Uncontrollable, COVID, I'm seizing the moment

Truly, this opportunity so rare

Do what you think you're supposed to

Occasion I fucking rose to

I'm hoping I'm going home while I'm knowing I'm going nowhere

I know I ain't going nowhere

If I ever meet you, or you meet me

And get in an altercation then you will see

That somebody's brains ending up on TV

And if I'm keepin' it real, I want that to be me

Yeah, want that to be me

Low-key want that to be me, and i'mma tell you why

Always on my mind, like them daily war crimes

In my country, money hungry belligerents all rise

While the people down below just wondering if they all die

Any second any minute now it's worse than slowly dying

And I really think it's crazy how my family done raised me

In a place where all I wished for was for God to come and save me

I'm older now and shit is different lately

All I'm thinking 'bout is cuffing her and having all these babies

But deep down I know that shit is just another painful 'maybe'

I know that she feel the same, and I promise I got the bravery

To tell her just how I feel, but it's just the passport they gave me

Is an anchor for sinking ships, but it's exactly what made me

So I'll forever need you, but if you need me

I'll go above and beyond for you, and you will see

But for the rest of you bitches, I swear it's not that deep

And you should know one thing: This dick ain't free, bitch

This dick ain't free, I'm just tryna be me, shit, I just wanna be free, bitch

This dick ain't free, bitch, uh

Euthanasia

Yeah that's it...